enraptured-dreams

Way to be a huge bummer, amirite? Man, my journal entries always end up being so pissy and ranty. I best keep this one short, haha. Ummm... I really want to start reconnecting with old friends, and I also want to start making time for myself and my priorities (school, work, family)... but all of that is mainly to improve my life, right? It would be backwards to feel that I should make myself miserable now in order to (hopefully) make my future brighter. I should enjoy what I'm doing. I should make it enjoyable. That's not all just an excuse to fuck around, but rather a reason to actually put myself fully into what I'm doing. I shouldn't th

Way to be a huge bummer, amirite? Man, my journal entries always end up being so pissy and ranty. I best keep this one short, haha. Ummm... I really want to start reconnecting with old friends, and I also want to start making time for myself and my priorities (school, work, family)... but all of that is mainly to improve my life, right? It would be backwards to feel that I should make myself miserable now in order to (hopefully) make my future brighter. I should enjoy what I'm doing. I should make it enjoyable. That's not all just an excuse to fuck around, but rather a reason to actually put myself fully into what I'm doing. I shouldn't th

Well, I'm not actually sure if it's nostalgia per say, but I just read through all my deviantart journal entries, and it's pretty amazing to see all the snapshots of such different times in my life. From being a young teen in highschool to being an angry, adult mother, hahah. Right now I'm sitting at work during one of my overnight shifts. Nick's curled up asleep in a chair, and I'd toootally go molester him, but there are camera's. Bummer. I'm fairly proud of my life as it is right now, even though it's exhausting. Sure, some parts could use some definite improvement *cough*babydaddy*cough* but other than that, my biggest qualms are not ha